I just now, this very minute, finished reading Jonathan Kozol's Letters to a Young Teacher, and I felt the need to quickly get my thoughts down.
This book follows Kozol's letters to a first year teacher, Francesca, in the Boston public schools. It was not quite what I expected, but truly made me think. I had never read any of Kozol's many works before, and his harsh criticisms of non-public education left me taken aback and thoughtful. All year I have sought (and eventually found) employment with independent schools. It wasn't until I read this book that I really questioned -- why?
To try and help answer this question for myself, I asked a few of those around me who work in independent education. I asked both my parents. I asked them what they thought peers of theirs who had spent decades in independent education might think. I asked why they thought I should go into independent education. Here's a little of what I came away with.
For next year, it will be such a privilege for me to work with an experienced master teacher and with incredible resources. I will have the opportunity to spend a year or two improving my curriculum development and taking risks in a safe space. I will hone my craft, clarify my educational philosophy, learn tremendously.
At that point, I think it will be time for me to spend at least a few years in public education. Those are the students who truly need me, and I will be ready to really teach them. Were I to try this next year -- I might fail, I might get burned out, I might give up. Heaven knows I'm harder on myself than I should be, and putting myself into such a situation might be detrimental to my mental and physical health. But after a few more years of experience, I feel called to back to public schools and serve the greater good. I want to be a good teacher to children who may not otherwise have one, and I know that independent schools will always find good teachers for their students.
Does going into public education scare me? A little bit. Am I nervous about the potential for finding myself in a school that is more test-oriented than student-oriented? Absolutely. But with this apprehension comes excitement, an eagerness for the challenge that I see a few years down the road.
Letters to a Young Teacher really hit me. It resonated with me and opened my mind. I smiled, gasped, and sighed as I read it. I am so grateful for this book.
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Currently reading: next book is TBD...still working through Teaching Children to Care, but I like to have more than one going at a time!
Current high: quick catch-up with a friend in the campus center -- it really brightened my day!
Current low: Mrs. V might not be back tomorrow :(
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